Pillow Talk

champ city
strung out faces, drunken voices,
tough guys with tamed girls.

lovely city
i want to make you happy,
but we only have broken promises & bruises.

lost city
a sink full of dirty dishes,
we are all lonely, but not alone.

oh champion city
we throw away our empty bottles, our bodies,
but we lose ourselves when we're held first in a lover's eyes.

The Agent

we're always getting better,
blue skies, prairie fields

we're always turning the corner,
better days, stronger nights

and that's what they say,
unfocused stares, burning cigarettes.

the pharmaceutical giants,
they don't care about a cure

they're sleeping with the government,
interested only in treatments.

the map is not the territory,
secret drug lives, secret love lives

i am not interested in your secrets, your treatments,
give me your cure.

A Conspiracy

a conspiracy of whispered confession through bitten lips
collisions of glances and stares from him & you & her & them & me
road maps of crossed heart strings and twisted bed sheets
freckles and beauty marks that fade into the night's stars

we measure life by pints of beer and shots of whiskey
always squinting through glassy eyes to see the sun rise
crawling from a bed, crawling away from another
& where did you come from? & why do you stay with me?

this conspiracy of admittance and dalliance
find each other in: him & you & her & them & me
look for me, a reckless heart with a messy bed
our bodies melting into each other, into the universe

what a conspiracy.

Do you still want to take me to the end of world?

Even the nicest boys won't like you when you won't go home to bed with them.
And even when you reluctantly agree to be with the boys who only want you in bed,
it's a limited-time offer, folks.
If you don't undress fast enough, they've moved on the the next girl on the list.

Keep on top of the game: tits out, pants down,
Drop those panties like a bomb,
it's a limited-time offer, folks.
Cause if you don't undress fast enough, they've got the next girl on the list.

If those boys don't want you in their bed,
If you don't undress fast enough,
they've already got another girl.
You're just another girl crossed off on some list, thrown away.

You are a liar.

My teeth are perfect,
& I know how to bite.

I stopped writing
when we were no longer together,

& I thought that maybe,
you were my thoughts personified

my actions in motion,
my soul's inspiration.

But you are not enough body to hold my love,
& there must be someone greater than you.

My lips are perfect,
& I know how to leave a mark.

you are not my protector

how do you seperate lovers?
open doors and crowded rooms
heads turn, eyes glare.

how can you hold your lover,
while remembering another?
trembling hands, closed eyes.

is this somthing to own;
is this something to tame?
bitten lips, bedroom eyes.

leaving sleeping lovers,
tangled in warm bedsheets.
walk away, conquer thyself.

You're looking tired; like you tried to kill yourself again.

There's a moment in time,
captured with a flash,
- zoom in - crop out -

It's displayed to the world,
the affection that I felt for you in
- black - and - white -

I tried to forget you,
but then I turned the page
-fade out - cut out -

There we were,
alone with the possibilty
- exposed - and - lost -